Still sleeping

I feel the rising of my pulse

Tonight I'll find a way to end it all

Still breathing

Collecting thoughts inside my head

I don't know what the f*ck is going on

I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside

I thought I'd live another day

Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie

As nights go by so divine

I realize that I'll be plagued by my own demons (I am caught by my own demons)

Forever living a lie

I'm not free

Endless suffering

I feel the pain because I cannot close my eyes

Tonight I'll watch myself die again

I know that I am just spiraling away from reality

Drowning in the sorrow of the shadows of the night

There is no cure for me

I'll watch myself waste away

A broken entity

I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me and I'm trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn

Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I've changed for the worse

I have changed for the worse

I'll never be the same man again

I have lost the fight

Another day, another night, another week, another f*****g life

There is no cure for me

I'll watch myself waste away

A broken entity

I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me and I'm trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn

Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I've changed for the worse

Still sleeping

I feel the rising of my pulse

Tonight I'll find a way to end it all

Still breathing

Collecting thoughts inside my head

I don't know what the f*ck is going on

I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside

I thought I'd live another day

Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie