First and foremost

Oh let it be said my dear

I was gonna wait for you

So this is not an act of spite

It's a visceral coming-to

She wrote an album

And that's something that I can't do

But what I can do is spit the truth

And it all leads back to you

Secondly I know I haven't written much

You know the way I can be

Tonight I'm f*****g drunk

So it's all gonna be about me

Take a seat

Pull up a chair

Give me one beat to fill my glass

I've lost a piece of me in you

But you've lost all your past

Is he better than me

Has he seen more to this life

Can he smoke more

Can he f**k more

Are you good enough to be his wife

Can he break me

Can he break you

Oh I don't know what I'm to do

Yes I don't know what I'll f**n' do

I've seen my café

I've clocked our plans

Oh what could have been

If you didn't go and fall in love

And ruin everything

I've seen him

I've been him

I've felt the same way

But now I break against the dirt

Along with our cafés

Is he better than me

Has he seen more to this life

Can he smoke more

Can he f**k more

Are you good enough to be his wife

Can he break me

Can he break you

Oh I don't know what I'm to do

Yes I don't know what I'll f**n' do

I've lost all meaning

I've lost my sense of hope

I've seen him going out with you

I've seen what he can do

So touch him

And break me

Strip naked

Embrace him

Lose faith in his pace

His stamina and grace

I'm losing faith

I'm losing faith

I'm losing

I don't care

I want you here

As long as you're happy

I don't care