I wake up in a castle

In a blossoming garden

Feeling so lonely Mhm

I hung myself in this mess filled with thorns

Tell me what do they call you?

Where are you running off to?

Oh could you tell me? Mhm

I found you kept away in this garden

And I know your warmth is

The closest to reality

The flowers that you picked for me

Reaching for your hand

But this is my fate

Don't smile on me

Light on me

No I can never take another step to you

Don't have a name to call me by anymore

You know that I can't

Show you me

Give you me

The weaknesses that I hide you can never see

I wear a mask again so I could see you

But I still want you (want you, want you)

From this lonesome garden

Want to give you a flower

Reminding me of you Mhm

I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off

But I know that I can

Never give you more than that

Forever may not be for us

Hide the ugly now

And I'm so afraid

That in the end

You'll leave again

I know that it's pathetic, what was I to do?

I wear a mask again so I could see you

I'm crying my soul

I'm all alone

These walls won't hold

The castle made of sand is falling from within

I'm taking off the mask to go to and meet you

I still want you

But I still want you

(And I still want you)