So Many Tears

I shall not fear no man but God

Though I walk through

the valley of death

I shed so many tears

(if I should die before I wake)

Please God walk with me

(grab a n a and take me to Heaven)

Back in elementary, I thrived on misery

Left me alone I grew up

amongst a dyin' breed

Inside my mind couldn't

find a place to rest

Until I got that Thug

Life tatted on my chest

Tell me can you feel me? I'm not

livin'' in the past, you wanna last

Be tha first to blast, remember Kato

No longer with us he's deceased

Call on the sirens, seen

him murdered in the streets

Now rest in peace

Is there heaven for a G? Remember me

So many homies in the

cemetery, shed so many tears

Ah, I suffered through the

years, and shed so many tears

Lord, I lost so many peers,

and shed so many tears

Now that I'm strugglin' in

this business, by any means

Label me greedy gettin'

green, but seldom seen

And f k the world cause I'm

cursed, I'm havin' visions

Of leavin'' here in a

hearse, God can you feel me?

Take me away from all the

pressure, and all the pain

Show me some happiness

again, I'm goin' blind

I spend my time in this

cell, ain't livin'' well

I know my destiny is

Hell, where did I fail?

My life is in denial, and when I die,

Baptized in eternal fire

I'll shed so many tears

Lord, I suffered through the

years, and shed so many tears

Lord, I lost so many peers,

and shed so many tears

Now I'm lost and I'm

weary, so many tears

I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me

My every move is a calculated

step, to bring me closer

To embrace an early death,

now there's nothin'' left

There was no mercy on the

streets, I couldn't rest

I'm barely standin', bout to

go to pieces, screamin' peace

And though my soul was

deleted, I couldn't see it

I had my mind full of

demons tryin' to break free

They planted seeds and they

hatched, sparkin' the flame

Inside my brain like a

match, such a dirty game

No memories, just a misery

Paintin' a picture of my enemies

killin'' me, in my sleep

Will I survive til the

mo'nin, to see the sun

Please Lord forgive me for

my sins, cause here I come

Lord, I suffered through the years

(God) and shed so many tears

God, I lost so many peers,

and shed so many tears

Lord knows I, tried, been

a witness to homicide

Seen drive by's takin'

lives, little kids die

Wonder why as I walk by

Broken hearted as I glance at

the chalk line, gettin' high

This ain't the life

for me, I wanna change

But ain't no future right for

me, I'm stuck in the game

I'm trapped inside a maze

See this Tanqueray influenced

me to gettin' crazy

Disillusioned lately, I've

been really wantin' babies

So I could see a part of me

that wasn't always shady

Don't trust my lady, cause

she's a product of this poison

I'm hearin' noises, think she f kin'

all my boys, can't take no more

I'm fallin' to the floor; beggin'

for the Lord to let me in

To Heaven's door, shed so many tears

(Dear God, please let me in)

Lord, I've lost so many

years, and shed so many tears