Rain rain go away

Come again another day

I wanna live forever

But mental illness gets in the way

I feel so compelled

When mania helps itself

I cut my bangs and dye my hair

I do it so well

Look how beautiful it is

I am not in charge of this

And when I calm down

I know that I'll be pissed

There's something inside

That fxcking hurts me every time

I've tried every single pill to help me chill

And I'm not satisfied

One minute I'll be fxcked

And the next minute I'm fine

I can't believe myself

I'm overwhelmed

I think I've lost my mind

Don't romanticize my life

I need a redesign

Don't romanticize my life

I I need a redesign

I have the good days

Good phase

Feeling like I like my face

And body, taking pictures

Cuz I know I'm a hottie

Then the bad days comes in waves

Feeling like I gained weight

Wish I could disembody

And be somebody else

Cause I'm unwell

I can't control myself

I'm asking for help

Theres something inside

That fxcking hurts me every time

I've tried every single

Pill to help me chill

And I'm not satisfied

One minute I'll be fxcked

And the next minute I'm fine

I can't believe myself

I'm overwhelmed

I think I've lost my mind

Don't romanticize my life

I need a redesign

Don't romanticize my life

I I need a redesign