Ayy I been scared of heights

That didn't stop me

Woke up with EMTs

Tryna find a beat 'cause it dropped me

Woke up a mess thought I needed me a quick high

But that s**t hit me like a drive- by

I try not to think much

I knew I was in hole couldn't get up

Now I'm back on the get up

Had to go get my head up

Smoke a blunt never let up

And pray to god you don't mess up

Seven left out of nine I been runnin' outta lives

I been runnin' from myself again

But I been losin' track

Never going back hope I mean it ayy

Stuck in situations

I don't wanna get involved in

I been takin' notice everyday so

I could figurе out how I could stop this

Really feel like I been locked in

Stuck in silence I got people on my shoulders

Tellin' me the f**kin' options

Life been lonely where's the profit

So I been gone in a sprinter I'll see ya next winter

I smoke when it stops I'm catchin' a fade

And pour up the liquor

And hold up I'm stressed and d**n it I miss her

And life is a b***h don't hold it against her

I feel evil in the air

Tension in the air

The devil's all around me

And he ain't playing fair

I feel the lords tryna help me

'Cause he been on my side

I've been runnin' from myself

You can see it in my eyes

How many steps do I take 'til I'm trippin' up

How many days pass knowin' it ain't good enough

How many times do I write my wrongs

Just tryna write this song

And play along like I've done enough I

I stick to myself myself

I don't need your help no help