Fall in love
Don't know which way's up
Then start feeling really dumb
Think I never was enough
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling
Falling up to where it started
Let the credits unroll
Back to when everything seemed
Just so simple
Wanna forget what you put me through
And all the reasons why I hate you
And all these thoughts
And these feelings I get so overwhelmed
Can we go back a couple years
Before I battered this hell
I understand why you're hurting
But you don't treat me well
I miss the days I didn't hate myself
I can't go I can't seem to see you like
I did before
Just a few feet deeper in the undertow
Floating out to sea or sinking down below
You took the best of me
You always do
And I can't forget looking into the
Glass and the face staring
Back looked like you
So I might regret every step for
The rest of my life
But what else can I do
'Cause we could pretend
It was not a dead end
But it wouldn't have meant we'd get through
And I have to grieve while
I'm halfway through leaving
But sometimes
You just have to choose
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Don't know which way's up
Then start feeling really dumb
Think I never was enough
For you
Fall in love
Then can't pick myself back up
No you haven't had enough
Go drink someone else's blood
I'm done
And all my good deeds don't add up
I'll hurt myself to cheer you up
And maybe next time I'll fall up
Fly somewhere far above
Far from all the demons whose
Directive was to take my
Good away and beat me up
Need an angel from above
Please protect my heart
Cradle me from brimstone
Wicked spells and everything unjust
And then I can try to love