I travel back down memory lane

It's full of pleasure and pain (mhm)

I find myself going deep into the rabbit hole

It's so cold and dark in this place

But it's only place I see your face

It's always coming back to haunt when I'm alone (yeah)

But the smell of your skin lingers

I still feel the touch from your fingers

The sensation's taking over and I'm outta control (mhm)

But I keep on tellin'

Myself that this is the last time

Regardless the punishment

I know I'll always commit the crime

But this will be the last time

I'm telling myself it can't happen again, no

But I'm so weak and I lose myself when I'm with you

But this will be the last time

I know that I have to move on

But don't know if I'm really that strong (mhm)

Temptation's always coming knocking at my door (at my door)

I find it so hard to breathe in (yeah)

Exhale all the shit that I'm dealin' with (I'm dealing with it now)

I don't even know who I am anymore

And I keep on tellin'

Myself that this is the last time

Regardless the punishment

I know I'll always commit the crime

But this will be the last time

I'm telling myself it can't happen again, no

But I'm so weak and I lose myself when I'm with you

But this will be the last time

I travel back down memory lane

It's so full of pleasure and pain

Mh, mh

But this will be the last time