My love said I look blue I look sick I ' m discoloured

We just lost Oscar to the sky if I ' m honest

Laying on my girl's bonnet staring at the clouds

Trying not to break down and slide down the mound

I ask myself why is my soul in this flesh

As my Mother cries acid tears roll down her neck

And fall into the stream to connect with the sea

Escapism is the theme living in a dream

Now tell me what you see

Tell me can you feel her

My heart ain ' t bleeding the winter ' s the killer

My hair ' s getting thinner confronting the truth

My beard ' s getting longer I ' m looking like you

Feel free to eat the fruit

But spit out the seeds

Perfection doesn ' t exist practically

Unless we ' re talking about Oscar

The big man ' s in a land right above us

Oh I ' m lost for words

Man I can ' t believe I ' m writing this verse Talk to me now

It ' s like I ' m lost at sea

Melt away seeing you in my dreams walk with me now

Oh I ' m lost for words

Man I can ' t believe I ' m writing this verse talk to me now

It ' s like I ' m lost at sea

Melt away seeing you in my dreams

Staring out the top window swear I saw you ride past

I ' m talking about Leo who was taken too soon

I just want to say you ' re not alone in the dark

And we all miss you I hope I see you real soon

For many moons we all haven ' t seen your face

I still hear your laughter as it echoes through my thoughts

Watch my life change course at a frantic pace

But I still feel your spirits lighting up the place

Holding onto memories us gliding through the streets

Then the imagery depletes and fades into another

Us ducking from Police

I still hear your tyres screaming

When I have a Son you ' ll never meet him

But I promise that he ' ll know you

You ' re in my heart you ' ll never leave it

All of us smiling under you

Oh I ' m lost for words

Man I can ' t believe I ' m writing this verse Talk to me now

It ' s like I ' m lost at sea

Melt away seeing you in my dreams walk with me now

Oh I ' m lost for words

Man I can ' t believe I ' m writing this verse talk to me now

It ' s like I ' m lost at sea

Melt away seeing you in my dreams