I think I'm lost

I think I'm broken

It's not what I wanted

The verdict won't change

I've gone off the razor's edge

Thought it would be different

Was treading the water

'Til it took me under

Quick retreating

So stuck in these feelings

I'm taking the beating

It won't let me go go go

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me back

Distorting the future

It's holding me close

It loves me the most

It's tearing the sutures

It won't let me heal

It tells us what's real

There is no truth there

My vision's gone black

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me

Seems I forgot

Which way I was going

Echoed mistakes mistakes)

Repeating again

Quick retreating

So stuck in these feelings

I'm taking the beating

It won't let me go go go

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me back

Distorting the future

It's holding me close

It loves me the most

It's tearing the sutures

It won't let me heal

It tells us what's real

There is no truth there

My vision's gone black

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me back

Distorting the future

It's holding me close

It loves me the most

It's tearing the sutures

It won't let me heal

It tells us what's real

There is no truth there

My vision's gone black

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me back

I'm scared 'cause the past

Keeps pulling me