Hold me, smell of mildew

I wanna die in this room

I still shake

Just by nature

Easy to hate, easy to blame

Shoot me down

Come on, hurt me

I'm wide open and deserving

Please don ’ t leave me

I'll always need more

Please leave open your most quiet door

I know she's your girl now

But she was my girl first

She was my girl first

I can see the end in the beginning of everything

And in it, you don ’ t want me

But I still play pretend like I don't watch you leaving

I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always

It's not looking good

But did it ever?

Low stakes, low faith

But I will wait

I will wait

I will wait

I will wait

You'll keep changing

I will stay the same

And turn the page

To find it blank

Except for my last name

I know you love her

But she was my sister first