September 13 th 11 56 pm
I have started this alone and I must finish it alone
I know that I must use myself
As the subject of the experiment
I must be wise
I must try to analyze each change in me
Everything I see
How will it be
Will I see the world through different eyes
Like a warning light glimmering in red
Like crimson bloodshed shimmering in red
Beautiful and strange
See the colours change before my eyes
See how they dance and they sparkle
Like diamonds at night
Leading out of the darkness and into the light
11 58 pm life consumed 10 centiliters of formula
Hj 7 salty bitter taste stings the tongue
Warm in the gullet
Heat spreading strongly through my
Veins a slight feeling of euphoria
Light- headedness no noticeable behavioral differences
Now the die is cast- nothing left to do
Time alone can prove my theories true
Show the world
My God- what's this
Something is happening- I can't explain
Something inside me a breathtaking pain
Devours and consumes me
And drives me insane
Suddenly- uncontrolled
Something is taking hold
Suddenly- agony
Filling me- killing me
Suddenly- out of breath
What is this- is this death
Suddenly- look at me
Can it be
Who is this creature that I see
