I hope I'm alive

To witness your demise

Make you feel my sorrow

Encompass all my pain

That I've felt for years

Dreading each dying day

Hanging by a thread

On the edge of my sanity

When I wake up

The real nightmare begins

Will I make through my time in living hell

Do I possess the strength

To smash my fears into the ground

I've tried to be strong

I've tried to overcome

But I don't think I possess

The strength to carry on

I'm torn between

And there's no right choice

I've gotta fight back

I won't be scarred for life