I looked up at the ceiling the entire time
Well it didn ' t last for long
Like 15 minutes or so
They had said it would hurt
But it didn ' t
His face all grumped up
Veins were showing on his forehead
Closed my eyes and thought of dancers
Closed my eyes and thought of dancers
I thought of what my friends would say
I thought of how my life would change
I just laid real still there on the bed
Afterwards I said
Like I hear you ' re supposed to:
Was it good for you as well
He was proud said:
Ok we can do it again
But maybe this time
You can do it better than this
You can do it better than this
You can do it better than this
I kuow You can do it better than this
I faked to come
Because I hear you ' re supposed to
There was obviously something wrong
With me and I didn ' t want him to know
I was afraid he ' d have
A heartattack and die
I went to work at the shoestore
And waved him goodbye
I felt sad but I didn ' t know why
Do you want those in red I said
250 with laces I said
Years later
I can still vision that forehead
