I'ma ball 'til I fall for real

Baby, you're the reason for all of my skills

Tryna move on but you hold me here

Drugs don't help the pain, they only make me ill

Pencil and a paper to explain my fears

You know you're the one and I made that clear

I don't wanna die with my heart in tears

No, I don't wanna die with my heart in tears

Tell me why you hate, I do not know that yet

My heart ain't on my sleeve, it bleeds across my chest

I've been going crazy lately, I must confess

I've been going crazy lately, I must confess

I'ma ball 'til I fall for real

Baby, you're the reason for all of my skills

Tryna move on but you hold me here

Drugs don't help the pain, they only make me ill

Baby, take my hand and we can leave right now

I don't the money, I just want you proud

Baby, take my hand and we can leave right now

I don't want the money, I just want you proud

Yey, yey, yey, look

Real shit, I'ma ball but it's not a game

Since I gave a s**t you walked out, shouldn't change

Mentally and physically I'm f****d up in the brain

Man, I really need a drug that can heal my pain

I don't know where I go, guess time tells

Baby girl, yeah, you're mine, that's how I felt

I ain't never finna trip up, lift up

Baby girl, yeah, you're mine, yah, I pick up

I don't really know why you do not feel the same, baby

Girl, when you didn't say you love me I really felt the pain

You're the only thing that keeps riding on my brain

I'ma ball 'til I fall for real

Baby, you're the reason for all of my skills

Tryna move on but you hold me here

Drugs don't help the pain, they only make me ill