Lyricist : kuru

Composer : kuru

(I don't wanna regret this)

I don't wanna let go, huh, I don't wanna let you down

Tell me what you wanna show me, I don't wanna play around

Show me where you wanna leave, promise I won't make a sound

Promise that I won't—, hm, huh, promise that I won't—

And I hate me and my past life

Said "I hate you," I don't act right

Had to move quick, had to switch lanes

It don't look it, but I hate the fast life

I just want some peace and some comfort

Friends like family, they all come first

Haven't left my room, let the sun burst

Feel like they hate me so tell mе, like, what's first?

Huh, what's first? Huh, uh, what's first?

Could you tell me quick? Tеll me what's worse, huh

Huh, what's first?

We been movin' side to side, huh

I been movin' state to state, huh

Too much on my plate

Shit been movin' fast

Tryna get some cash, it was in a flash

Promise you that I still don't know what to say

Huh, uh

And you, huh

You still hate my guts, don't you?

See through my cuts, don't you?

Breathe through my lungs, won't you?

I been in the city, shit been movin' quickly

Shit ain't really pretty, they all act like kiddies

But you'll see through my bluff, don't you?

What they want from me, no, they can't have it

And I'm with the bros, we steady causin' havoc

They can't take my spot 'cause I'm too well-established

I pour my heart into this shit and now I'm famished

You can't hate me, you can't hate me when I vanish

Dip out the spot, huh, huh, dip out the room

I won't see you soon, tell me that you love me too

It's my fault that I can't tell if they want me dead, if they want me to bloom

It's all in my head, but I already know 'cause this shit consumed me

This shit gets ugly sometimes (Sometimes, oh)

We all been through this, I just repeated it, like, nine times (Nine times), yeah (Oh yeah)

Treat my room like it's a cell, huh, treat my room like it's my Hell, huh

Told my bro, "Don't hit my cell, bitch, I'm going ghost, but I wish you well"

I took self care to Osaka, man, the air fresh, love the smell

And if I don't like to talk much, what would I look like buyin' Chanel?

Could you tell me how it feels to be you?

I'ma tell you how it feels to be me

And I miss my bro, six feet deep

And I'm praying to God on my knees

I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me

I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me

I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me

I don't pray, I don't wanna be—, huh

I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me

And I hate me and my past life

Said "I hate you," I don't act right

Had to move quick, had to switch lanes

It don't look it, but I hate the fast life

I just want some peace and some comfort

Friends like family, they all come first

Haven't left my room, let the sun burst

Feel like they hate me so tell me, like, what's first?

Huh, what's first?

Huh, uh, what's first?

Could you tell me quick? Tell me what's worse, huh

Huh, what's first?