i'm coming home again

maybe we can start again

i've been stuck in owls and lens

and i know it only gets deeper

i need a friend like you

you understand my crazy ways

and tendencies to hurt myself and take you with me

why do you love me so

when i only hurt you with my jealousy will i let it go

i've been trying baby why do i love you so

i wanna move on but i just can't go

i wanna grow with you

and it feels like our roots are tangling

our heartstrings are dangling

we're mangling memories

that together we have the power to say no

we can float away

it's what we're made of

space

that do i seem to decay

but it must be only shapes

changing

the form washes away

things i got to say

they must be i'm afraid

of what gets in the way

all that chatter that chatter in my brain

i'm fading out

filled with wonder

feet don't fail me now

i can't go under

melting into gradient

each eternal day

fighting back the night again

it seems we are embracing embracing waiting graves

i'm changing now

sunny wonders

try and shade me now

darkness again senses

see the gift it brings