I've been outside hoping for something better

Holding my eyes holding myself together

And even on that island heard my mother's wedding bells

I've been so tired I've been so tired

I've been alone walking those streets forever

Holding my phone wait to receive a letter

And I'm gonna see my father gonna ask him something else

Where did you go

But everything's cool here I don't want to ruin this party

Everybody's cool here I don't want to ruin your party

Isn't that nice what an old man can tell ya

Ain't it just cruel what your old ma remembers

I don't wanna be my father but I don't wanna be alone

How can I hide

How can I know

I've been alone writing you songs and letters

I've been alone feels like I might forever

I'm been living on that island but it's time to let it go

I've been so scared I feel so alone

But everything's cool here I don't want to ruin this party

Everybody's cool here I don't want to ruin your party

Everything's cool here I don't want to ruin this party

Everybody's cool here I don't want to ruin your party