Ya tell me that it's gonna be okay

Okay? I'm still f**d up

Try to help me, asking me to obey

Oh hey! You're a dumb f**k

Don't say that you're here for me

Cuz it won't take away the pain appears to be

A fearsome beast, in tears I speak

Hear my please and leave me alone

I've been lost for ages

Nobody paid attention then

Now I found my way

Now they all say that they're my friends

Now you're just a stranger

You can't play inside my head

You can't make me stay

I want it all to end

I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness

There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less

I would rather drown in negativity

Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity

"I'm here for you", no you're not

You don't fucking know what it's like in my thoughts

You might just get shot, you might just unlock

My bite cuz I've got two fangs ready or not

Ya like that? When I push you around

Cuz I fight back when you try to help me ground

I'm not safe or sound, I hate when you're around

You make me scream loud I fucking hate you now!

I've been lost for ages

Nobody paid attention then

Now I found my way

Now they all say that they're my friends

Now you're just a stranger

You can't play inside my head

You can't make me stay

I want it all to end

I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness

There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less

I would rather drown in negativity

Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity

Envy you hide, your greed and your poison

It's starting to leak through the cracks in your lies

I saw your face, your eyes full of anguish

And now you can't break me I ripped your disguise

I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness

There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less

I would rather drown in negativity

Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity