How can someone who wants to be loved hate it when they're loved at all?

Does guilt really feel that bad?

Every time I take a breath, honey I feel the weight fall back on me

Somebody tell me it's not so bad.

Collected thoughts Drown in sleep I've forgotten what

You mean to me I forgot a lot of things.

What happens to the girl?

What happens to the boy?

See the red lights move and what happens to the boy?

Will he be destroyed?

This is sweet losing, but I feel.

I feel what I feel

Something Oh, it's better than nothing

Evan's sleeping in his bed, and I'm digging in my head.

He pulls the cash from under the table.

Take that breath and hold it in Oh, it's settling in its sense

It's not so bad.

Collected thoughts Drown in sleep I've forgotten what

You mean to me I forgot a lot of things.

What happens to the girl?

What happens to the boy?

See the red lights move and what happens to the boy?

Will he be destroyed?

Is this winning or losing?

But I feel...

Feel, but I feel

Something Oh, it's better than nothing

Thank you.