Sometimes I wonder

Other times I cry

Momma asking me why I feel this way

Told her wanted to die God knows my shame

White wine shawty, Black nail babie

When I come, Harley, Pull up to the party

Give me something make me feel numb like Charlie

Give me something make me feel numb like Charlie

Smoke just a little, ever since a little

I’ve been thinking bout,

where i really fit in watching Malcolm in the middle

Reaper blowing whistles in my dreams then

Still here with the vision cause I dream them

Know who I got living all around me now

We just split the bills and pay our way through

Lost a couple found the one to hold me down

Hold my hand tight Ayahuasca breakthrough

Bust my balls to be the one to date you

C**e bullets feeling painful

Start to love the pain that never hates you

Drink a little little when I’m fine

Drink a little more everytime

Drinking cause I love to lose and win

I can’t swim the way my words can

I can’t feel my face in your hands