Spent the winter pretending I'm okay And I love a sinner, cause we look the other

way But I've been growing under, pretending that

I'm okay I'm a girl of thunder, wishing all the world

away Like wine with dinner, I talk but I don't

say How I've been feeling, how I've been feeling

about all of these feelings Oh, do you want me now?

How I've been feeling, pretending I'm dealing with all that I ain't

feeling Oh, do you want me out?

Was it easy deciding you're not mine?

Do you feel me?

Do I ever cross your mind?

And I hate that you affect the way I feel at all

I don't deserve to find my footing just to fall in

Wine with dinner, I talk but I don't say How I've been feeling, how I've been feeling

about all of these feelings Oh, do you want me now?

How I've been feeling, pretending I'm dealing with all that I ain't feeling

Oh, do you want me out?

Now voice, I don't need you to crack Not telling what you might say that I can't

take back And I don't think I can open up that door

I'm afraid to give a voice to what I'm wanting for

So I don't, or I can't, or I won't But it's like I'm going crazy

Thinking about how I've been feeling, how I've been feeling about all of these feelings

Oh, do you want me now?

How I've been feeling, pretending I'm dealing with all that I ain't feeling

Oh, do you want me out?