I would have walked through fire to kiss your lips 
Do you still think about it, of what you did? 
Still see your old apartment, like a bad trip 
Wish I could forget all the places we've been 
Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes 
Boy, you know how to make a girl cry 
Was sleeping in a bed full of lies 
And now that I'm older, I can see why 
You made me feel high 
'Cause you had me so low, low, low 
You only seemed tall 
'Cause you stunted my grow-grow-growth 
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you 
Now that I know 
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 
Hope 
Hope 
Hope 
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 
Always another bender, I lose control 
I thought I'd get it back when 
You came back home to me, darling 
But I never had it, did I? Your heart's a trick 
And all the magic we felt was just a hit 
Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes 
Boy, you know how to make a girl cry 
Was sleeping in a bed full of lies 
And now that I'm older, I can see why 
You made me feel high 
'Cause you had me so low, low, low 
You only seemed tall 
'Cause you stunted my grow-grow-growth 
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you 
Now that I know (now that I know) 
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 
Hope 
Hope ('cause you had me so low) 
Hope (now that I know) 
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 
'Cause you had me so low, low, low 
You only seemed tall 
'Cause you stunted my grow-grow-growth 
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you 
Now that I know (now that I know) 
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope