When it's over I go numb and lose the feeling for awhile

All the pictures make me wonder if I'll ever find that smile

I'm a sailboat tossed by wind and waves and somehow I'm staying afloat

I'm a memory and you won't forget me you burn the letters I wrote

Oh you should know

Oh you should know

That this is the last song I'll write for you

This is my last try to make it through

And you won't say a word

I'm surprised you haven't heard

I'm trying not to love you

And I wonder if this cycle I'm on will ever end

And I wonder why growing closer to love is starting all over again

I'm a regret you can try to avoid me it hurts to know I'm around

I'm a story and I don't know the ending I worry about that now

Oh you should know

Oh you should know

This is the last song I'll write for you

This is my last try to make it through

And you won't say a word

I'm surprised you haven't heard

I'm trying not to love you

And this is the last song I'll write for you

This is my last try to make it through

Yeah this is the last song I'll write for you

This is my last try to make it through

And you won't say a word

I'm surprised you haven't heard

I'm trying not to love you

I'm trying not to love you