I looked myself in the eyes last night and I couldn't tell who I was

Cause I've been looking for some signs of life like I don't know who I've become

Just take yourself and throw it away

Cause you're better than you know

And I know that you're worth saving

They say, it's never really greener on the other side

I'm stuck here in the middle running out of time

And all I had to do was read between the lines, like who am I

But I say

As scary as it is on this side

I strayed, I walked away from the 99

But I can't take it, and I'll keep waiting

To get to the other side

This is how it is

Take care of my kid

Lay him in his crib

Kiss him on his head

This is how it is

Take care of my rib, yeah

Pressure in my chest lately, want to see them

Focus on the hymns when I feel like life the sims

More normal when I'm caught in the spin, like the rims

Screams of silence humming coming I don't hear no end

No weeds on my end

No drought on my end, nah nah

This is how it is when I'm panicked and exhausted

My dues for the day, wrote them up then I tossed them

Multiplied three six five times five

Years is what it cost me

They say, it's never really greener on the other side

I'm stuck here in the middle running out of time

And all I had to do was read between the lines, like who am I

But I say

As scary as it is on this side

I strayed, I walked away from the 99

But I can't take it, and I'll keep waiting

To get to the other side