I'm in pain, things will never ever be the same

Memories are flooding through my brain

Peace of mind, not something I'll obtain

Sober thoughts, I've all but abstained

My little baby boy you were the world

My confidence is starting to unfurl

Million dollars you were more than gold

Twelve years past when we first met

Gift from a stranger, just a new pet

A moment I could never dare forget

Tiny little thing but so defiant

Standing on the shoulders of giants

Still in the gutter, life was turbulent

With your older brother you were guided

Carry on his spirit, you survived it

So many people that we both met

Your personality could never upset

Smart little guy, we were a duet

But I'm solo now, how will I do it

Life ain't the same without you

Panicking, got me feeling doubtful

Emotional support, you were my go to

Go against the world, it was just us two

But now you've gone on

Knew this day would come

And I'm trying

Trying to be strong

Called out to God

To take you in his arms

Even though

We ain't talk in so long

Dedicate this song

To our unspoken bond

Now I'm numb

You were too wholesome

No conditions

Behind all your love

So please send

It from up above

My sweet baby boy you were the world

I miss you every minute of each day

Stagnant, is this grief for me to stay

In my own sorrow where I lay

So many things left for me to say

Looking for the strength to convey

How I feel entering this phase

Memories, regrets, in a haze

Emotions got me trapped in a maze

The first and last face of everyday

It's gonna take so long to adjust

The only one I could truly trust

I only get to see you in my dreams

Pained to know you'll miss out many things

I gotta keep moving like a stream

But I loved you more than anything