I don't always do what I should but I do what I gotta do
You've been at the bottom you see the hunger inside of you
Don't say what you won't do cause it can all change
When the going gets tough it'll drive you insane
See I done dodged a couple shots served a couple blocks
Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cops
I broke a couple rules didn't graduate from school
Cause I was busy hustling when I thought that shit was cool
See I gotta keep it real with you baby
Cause the shit I used to do is what made me
And I'm hopin' I ain't gotta go back to the trap
Cause we really know that we don't want that
But if I don't make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I don't make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I don't ever want her chasin' after niggas
Cause where I'm from niggas out here dyin' every day
And they ain't not bad they're just tryna make a way
And I ain't no different so if I get missin'
These are my last wishes I hope you'll get them right
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
I know it's harsh
But this is how I feel girl it's comin' from the heart
I hope it doesn't end the way it had to start
Cause it started out bad but I made it this far
But everyone ain't tryna to see me make it
Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it
Cause I know it's hard to find a job
So niggas kill and rob
There's a chance that I won't make it here tomorrow
Being honest
See I gotta keep it real with you baby
Cause the shit I used to do is what made me
And I'm hopin' I ain't gotta go back to the trap
Cause we really know that we don't want that
But if I don't make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I don't make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I don't ever want her chasin' after niggas
Cause where I'm from niggas out here dyin' every day
And they ain't not bad they're just tryna make a way
And I ain't no different so if I get missin'
These are my last wishes I hope you'll get them right
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
Would you miss me Would you miss me
Would you walk up to my casket Would you kiss me
My life is schizophrenic I'm just trying to stay sane
Pour a cup full hope it take away the pain
I said you know I I I I
Came from the projects n***a
Don't care if it kill me I die I'll stay in the projects
You know I'm fresh as a motherf**ker in case that I die tonight
Got a lot on my mind you know that I'm high tonight
I left that black Hublot at home
So really I don't got the time
My n***a got by a quarter heard that he dropped the dime
Failure's no option n***a you out of yo f**kin' mind
Mixin my life and my freedom fool
So ain't none of you stopping my
But if I don't make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I don't make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I don't ever want her chasin' after niggas
Cause where I'm from niggas out here dyin' every day
And they ain't not bad they're just tryna make a way
And I ain't no different so if I get missin'
These are my last wishes I hope you'll get them right
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I don't make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I don't ever want her chasin' after niggas
Cause where I'm from niggas out here dyin' every day
And they ain't not bad they're just tryna make a way
And I ain't no different so if I get missin'
These are my last wishes I hope you'll get them right
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
