Lyricist : 无

Composer : Olivia O'Brien/Garrett Nash

feeling used,

but I'm,

still missing you,

and I can't,

see the end of this,

just wanna feel your kiss,

against my lips,

and now all this time,

is passing by,

but I still can't seem to tell you why,

it hurts me every time I see you,

realize how much I need you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i love you,

don't want to, but i can't put,

nobody else above you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i want you,

you want her, you need her,

and I'll never be her,

i miss you when i can't sleep,

or right after coffee,

or right when i can't eat,

i miss you in my front seat,

still got sand in my sweaters,

from nights we don't remember,

do you miss me like i miss you?

****** around and got attached to you,

friends can break your heart too, and,

i'm always tired but never of you,

if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that ****,

i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that ****,

i type a text but then i never mind that ****,

i got these feelings but you never mind that ****,

oh oh, keep it on the low,

you're still in love with me but your friends don't know,

if you wanted me you would just say so,

and if i were you, i would never let me go,

i don't mean no harm,

i just miss you on my arm,

wedding bells were just alarms,

caution tape around my heart,

you ever wonder what we coulda been?

you said you wouldn't and you ******* did,

lie to me, lie with me, get your ******* fix,

now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed,

always missing people that i shouldn't be missing,

sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance,

i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing,

but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings,

when love and trust are gone,

i guess this is moving on,

everyone i do right does me wrong,

so every lonely night, i sing this song,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i love you,

don't want to, but i can't put,

nobody else above you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i want you,

you want her, you need her,

and i'll never be her,

all alone i watch you watch her,

like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen，

you don't care u never did,

you don't give a damn about me,

yeah all alone i watch you watch her,

she's the only thing you've ever seen,

how is it you never notice,

that you are slowly killing me,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i love you,

don't want to, but i can't put,

nobody else above you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i want you,

you want her, you need her,

and i’ll never be her。