When... When I am down

I lay my hands upon this ground

For the thousandth time

I call him in, his earth is mine

Before I make the offering

Remember all the faces that I've seen

Now all the marks have settled on my skin

From all the different places that I've been

That I've been

And I feel the light for the very first time

Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive

And I feel the light for the very first time

Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive

War inside my mind, behind my eyes, is coming down

For the thousandth time, I feel too numb, to even mind

Before I make the offering

Remember all the faces that I've seen

Now all the marks have settled on my skin

From all the different places that I've been

That I've been

And I feel the light for the very first time

Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive

And I feel the light for the very first time

Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive

I... I don't know where I am, where I'll go

Where to even begin when I know

What lies behind makes no sense in my mind

But I know that it's time to let go

And I feel the light for the very first time

Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive

And I feel the light for the very first time

Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive

I'm lucky to be alive

I'm lucky to be alive