Back in the day, I can recall that,

My thoughts were unclouded and sage

There was no black staining

the walls of my memories

Now there's a haze pushing me sideways

And leaving me nothing to gain

Taking me back, locking

me cold in disparity

Where was I meant to be?

I feel I'm lost in a dream

Long for the day I can be myself

When I'm free

When my sun has set

Released my soul forever

I'll have no regret

To be free

I'll e ist again

No more lost endeavors

Nothing to contend

When I'm free

Color declines, all that defines me

Is falling away, far behind

Nothing to keep me with

the time, the here and now

Where am I meant to be?

I feel I'm lost in a dream

Yearning again only to be myself

When I'm free

When my sun has set

Released my soul forever

I'll have no regret

To be free

I'll e ist again

No more lost endeavors

Nothing to contend

When I'm free

Time is just a concept

And always the first thing to fade

Agony and weakness

Nothing we can never evade

Years are cruel, they break us

Bringing on decay and despair

Awareness and perception

Something we can never repair

No one to blame, fate's only random

It's nothing we'll ever e plain

So it remains

Where was I meant to be?

I feel I'm lost in a dream

Long for the day I can be myself

Free

When will I be unleashed?

It's not the way it should be

Yearning again only to be myself

When I'm free

When I'm free

When my sun has set

Released my soul forever

I'll have no regret

To be free

I'll e ist again

No more lost endeavors

Nothing to contend

When I'm free