I left my heart

Floating down the river

I been feeling outta place like an arrow with no quiver

I hate myself so im punishing my liver

And when I think back I cant help but get these shivers

What couldve been I dont f**g know

I just know I got a goal and its about to get cold

Im looking to the trees listening for whispering

Im aching for the breeze cause my soul been splintering

Im sick of pointed fingers

Rather sleep on 40 figures

I'll take your blame to trigger all the waves that crash my mirrors

Id feed this f**g void but I fear its getting bigger

Id like to just avoid

All these feelings of a thriller

Please dont turn your back ive already broken mine

A voice that soothes the earth puts an ending to my time

A breathe that rattles bones windy days through the chimes

A torn up f**g throne burn it down and call it mine

Seraphim

Cherubim

Please save me

I just need a pair of wings a hundred eyes so I can see

I dont care to shine bright all my wounds already Gleam

Ill be carried out of hell to be drowned down the stream

Uh

As the days turn black ill be sittin in my cave

While my body turns to ash

You dont even gotta know you dont even gotta ask

Ill be sitting in my throne

Penitent on broken glass

Ive been afraid but ive never been alone

Monsters inside of me breakin their stone

Glance at my phone b**h you already know

Always a loser and always stay cold

Im just storin a rap im not rappin no story

I aint exposin nobody cuz nobody is boring

Im just diggin my spot and my spot is only

A couple roads down and a couple hearts broken yeah

Too many strings attached nah

Uh

Too much success I think not

Ive been thinking a lot

Ive been parked in a spot

Ive been ditched on a plot

Reapin nothin

Ive been cropped out

Pullin on some straws like I got a crowd

See a flock of crows ive been pecked down

Im the ugly clown what a classic

Breaths full of drugs how romantic

Bottles and flowers how tragic

Concealing my magic is one of my powers

Its why I stay sour

Its why im still hiding

Repeatin im casting

The devil has got me devoured yeah

The devil has got me devoured yeah

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