this night didn't go the way i planned it

i don't wanna stay out but i don't wanna go home oh

and i've felt this way before

and i can't stand it

i'm feeling weak going home to sleep

and i'm in the same clothes

but i'm holding on

i thought i forgot

how alive i feel when i'm feeling so alone

so alone and you'll call me up

and you'll wanna talk

but i can't tell you just wanna know

if i'm coming home

don't we have so much to prove

don't we have so much to lose

don't we have so much to prove

don't we have so much to lose

i'm around having fun and i feel alright

easier to go than to change your mind

easier to leave than to sit and fight

yeah yeah

i'm off the brakes got the shakes but i'm happier now

no rules no you your rules your house

easier to live now that i'm without

but i'm holding on

i thought i forgot

how alive i feel when i'm feeling so alone

don't we have so much to prove

don't we have so much to lose

don't we have so much to prove

don't we have so much to lose