Try so hard but I just fall each time

Can't find the meaning, could you give me a sign

Lost motivation, I can't get out of bed

One step back and I just try again

Shut me out and I couldn't believe it

I can't help but to feel like a reject

Losin' focus, I've been stressed out

And my senses failin', full of doubt

Tell me why it hurts so bad

Meant nothing to the times we had

This feeling that I couldn't make sense of

Out of place, shedding tears when it's all lost

I try and try, not a single time you're satisfied

I cry and cry, saddened 'til all my tears dried

What's the point of tryin'?

I don't know

My heart say yes, but my body say no

My heart froze, see-through crystalline snow

You tell me I'm not worth it, was it all for show?

Moncler on me, ice-cold

Hug me baby, promise I won't let go

I'm so f**g stressed, feels like I got nothin' left

Funny how I'm at my best when there's somethin' to distract

Feels like I can't catch a breath, there's always somethin' next

Don't want calls, don't want texts, I don't wanna interact

Maybe I could try again

I've been runnin' out of luck, runnin' out of options

I can't do this by myself, I could really use a friend

Not one to ask for help, but I need this shit to end

(Yeah) shut me out, and I couldn't believe it

I can't help but to feel like a reject

Losin' focus, I've been stressed out

And my senses failin', full of doubt

Tell me why it hurts so bad

Meant nothing to the times we had

This feeling that I couldn't make sense of

Out of place, shedding tears when it's all lost