What would you do if I were to tell you

I've been up and I'm now about to fall

Six feet down this hole I've been digging

Tell my mom this ain't at all her fault

Hopes been high you gave me it all

But leaves do change the Winter got too cold

All alone in crowded locations

Walking like a ghost down in this hall

Yeah when I lay down

I don't touch the ground for

Like 25 hours at a time now

I can't seem to pass out in the night

Can't get rid of this brown lights out

I wake up say what's up to a vampire

We catch up and say cheers to the monsters

I've got sad I don't think there's a cure for it

So I try

Tell me what you mean

Tell me what you feel for heaven's sake

Do you think you can bail on everything

Leave me here to wait just hanging

Tell me what you see

Tell me how you hope it's gone away

I will walk with you on the way

You could feel better any day now any day

Trying to hold the pieces

Together but it's a puzzle

I've been acting like

I'm fine but I'm honestly deep in trouble

Your depression has been

Killing me so why we always cuddle

And anxiety is the twin

Yo Kaleb I'm seeing double

Okay I think I need to find me some hope

I heard a man could walk

On water well go find me the boat

Find me a rope

I'm hanging on the pain that I know

Instead of highs I need

To find a better way I can cope

Lately I've been living on the surface

Uncertain and really nervous

And searching for higher purpose

Been praying and reading verses

My mind has been in a circus

I'm thinking my thoughts in cursive

Scared that I'm a burden but

You tell me that I'm perfect

Tell me that I'm perfect

Did you really mean that

Did you really mean that

Did you really mean that

I need to know before I go

And base my life on this

Can you make a promise

Tell me you'll be honest with me

I just need the truth

Yeah

Let me pray

I don't feel okay all this heavy weight

Let me pray

I don't feel okay all this heavy weight

I need strength

Take the depression out and roll him on some skates

I've been calling calling

Calling I can hear him on the phone

I'm a weakling by myself

I can't do this on my own

I've been cooped up in my room bro

Devil knocking on my door

I threw the deuce up

The pain be hurting me like surgery

I feel it in my bones

God I know you got my back

So you won't leave me here alone

Yeah

What would you do if I were to tell you

I've been up and I'm now about to fall

Six feet down this hole I've been digging

Tell my mom this ain't at all her fault

Hopes been high you gave me it all

But leaves do change the Winter got too cold

All alone in crowded locations

Walking like a ghost down in this hall