trying to love myself again

what we had it was all pretend

the truth is lies and lies again

never ever wanna go through it again

no praying maybe one day god will bring us together

when i know i know i deserve better

can't go to sleep without you

and my heart and my mind

loving you was a crime to you

but to me it was keeping me together

it was keeping me together

i don't regret shit

i still love you and i want you bad

but i know i can't have you

i know i can't have you no

they took you from me

and i said i wouldn't trip off you no

but you know i'm counting boy ah

i'm praying maybe one day god will bring us together

yeah yeah yeah yeah