A suitcase with all I'd lose, stitched into the fabric

Unaware and disconcerned that things would end up tragic

Said goodbye and wouldn't cry

My tears hid beneath my smile

Until I knew my truth, was just a simple little lie

Pushing through, but darkness grew

Too tired to run away

Lift a leg, get out of bed

Is all they'd ever say

And all I ever said

Let me escape

Let me reshape

Just let me rest

From the torment in my head

Just let me rest

But I only ever bled

Time passed by what seemed like years

Leaving scars between my ears

I'd lie and lie about my alibi

To the woman I held dear

A comfortable tune, I let darkness bloom

Content in my own space

Couldn't lift a leg or get out of bed

Not so bad in my own place

And all I ever said

Leave me alone

Leave me to groan

Just let me put thus to rest

From their nagging in my head

Just let me rest

I bled and bled and bled

If I could go back

And lord knows I've tried

I'd hold her hands and watch her cry

I'd hold her till her eyes would close

Maybe then she'd feel at home

Rather than try escape a world she never saw as her own

Maybe then she'd be ok

I pushed through, the darkness drew

Back into its box

Make this end, take me back to the friends

Who love me round the clock

And all I never said

And all I never said

Please don't leave me alone

Don't let me go

Help me put this to rest

I'm sorry for this mess

Please don't leave me alone

Don't let me go

Help me put this to rest

I'm sorry for this mess

Please don't love me less

Mum you're all I need

I don't want to bleed