Cancelling plans when I need people most

Grieving my old life, but I'm not that old

They say, "You look well, but there's a war in my mind

And I don't get outside much 'cause the sunlight hurts my eyes

Day by day, feeling more fragile

And I'm not thinking straight

I'm tired of being exhausted and living in this state

It's hard making sense of this suffering

When I feel like no one knows what I go through

But no one knows suffering better than You

Can't wait for the day that I feel like myself

And all this surviving's a chapter of life tucked away on a shelf

But I find comfort in knowing that You were human too

'Cause You empathize when I feel ostracized in a crowded room

I've never felt so lonely (I've never felt so lonely)

And I've never felt so low (I've never felt so low)

But just like You felt in the garden in Your anguish, crying alone

You had to make sense of this suffering

Now I have a loving Savior to run to

And no one knows suffering better than You

Hmm, mm-mm, mm

On this side of Heaven, I may never know

Why some of Your children get to the end of their rope

But You paved a way for the hopeless

So I can run to the One who felt all that I do

'Cause no one knows suffering better than You

Can't wait for the day that I feel like myself

And all this surviving's a chapter of life tucked away on a shelf