Last night I found heaven

It was on the tip of my tongue

And it reminded me of

All the times I was 32598,-15)young

Of catching rain in my open mouth

I used to smile'til the day I found out

I have no idea who the hell I've become

It's not who I was it's not who I loved

I 46804,-306)wanna drown

In a sea filled with Novocaine

I wanna burn on a beach where the sand

Has thousands of needles poking at my skin

I lie in bed to the sound

Of the wolves at my door

They are speaking in tongues

Holding court on my 75965,-111)floor

I never thought it would come to this

I'm more yellow than my own piss

They're making rounds

Just to even the score

"Just open the door

Just open the door

I wanna drown in a sea

Filled with Novocaine

I wanna burn on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades

Littered with razor blades

Blades littered with razor blades

I can't hold on the path is clear

I can't 120603,-32)ignore

What's been building for years

There's wolves at the door

I won't hide here in fear

Wolves at the door

I look at 130896,-95)myself

And the things that I've done

Step away from the mirror

And into the sun

I forgive myself for all of my mistakes

When will I learn When will I

When will I burn

I wanna drown

In a sea filled with Novocaine

I wanna burn on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades

I gave up on myself a long time ago

The black clouds they swallowed

And spit me out whole

"Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my soul

At least that means

I still have a soul left to lose