Early in the morning i still get a little bit nervous
Fightin' my anxiety constantly i try to ignore it
Even when i know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when i remember
And i never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it 'cause
I can't express how thankful i am
You were always with me when it hurts
I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing i can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing i can do anymore
Sometimes i still think that
It's coming but i know that it's not
Tryin' to breathe in
And then out but the air gets caught
'cause even though
I'm older now and
I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if
I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing i can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing i can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing i can do anymore
Tryin' every day when i hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
