Too far away from home now.
I never turn back.
I was scorned.
I was spurned.
I had to learn fast.
I took a turn past Allie with the burn crack.
The future slipping through my fingers with no firm grasp.
Extinct a licorice, joints with Sherman it.
Smoke expanding my lung, the damage is done, it's permanent.
My brain fried.
Eyes like the pain died.
I can't hide my anger.
I thought we was on the same side.
Strangers I known too long got familiar features Resilient leeches suck the blood from the brilliant teacher
So listen close to the villain's speeches His spirit's dark but I hear his heart is broken into million pieces
Fear's a part of each's, tear apart his secrets, and judge life and psychotic scenes out of sequence.
This is not a dream.
We just adapt illusion.
I need relief from all the truth.
I'm going back to you.
More than a thousand times I'm blowing up my mind
Trapped in a house of lies And after all I know
Freedom is such a high But I won't compromise
Cause I don't ever wanna come back home I'm too high to even hear ya Can't risk the failure
Made me obsessed collecting paraphernalia.
Focus on the trophies, hammer, throw the...
We'll be right back.
changed, something strange in the air when you up here, don't notice the stairs cause I'm shining with the sun's glare
Or is it the rain that numbs fears?
Years with a father too far to wipe his son's tears.
It's all relative family.
A plan B flowing so I won't even notice you.
can't stand me can't see think of here staring in the sink it's clear that i'm hopeless i'm only focused when i'm drinking beer i set the bar need relief from all the pressure so i'ma leave the earth but it won't be up on a stretcher i'm gone
I've fallen a thousand times I've blown out my mind
Trapped in a house of lies And after all I know
Freedom is such a high But I won't compromise
Cause I don't ever wanna come back down I'm always drunk out here, too much skunk out here
Too much time on the road, I'm in the funk out here Missing everyone, my heart is always sunk out here
Wishin' I could end it all with my gun right here The funk guy always dumb, I'll take him pills
But at the end of the night, I'm still shaking still.
Never thought I'd be the person I would break as well.
This used to be fun to me, now it's pain, not thrill I talk a lot about death, so I should do it soon
Maybe under the cold breeze of a bluish moon.
I gotta think about my brother wouldn't do this to him.
I throw the left fork, everybody bruised and ruined.
I kiss my son's face is wrong.
His mother hate me and that's why I'm adjacent to him.
It's important for a father education to him.
And equally, it's important to know my brain is wrong.
I've picked my soul back up more than a thousand times.
I'm going on my mind Trapped in a house of lies
And after all I know, freedom is such a high But I won't compromise
I don't ever wanna come back down
Slain, you my brother.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
It's Philly all day, official pistol.
I don't ever want to come back down.
