For a moment, I believed in your words

But I should've seen it coming

The way that it hurts

It's been so long since I have opened up

The door to my heart

It's been locked up for some time

To heal what's been scarred

But now I'm thinking, what if I could change the past

Would I erase all of the good times, the moments we had?

No, I don't think that I would ever take it back

I have learned from what I lost

It made me to the person I am

How am I still

Hanging on to what we had?

And now I just feel so stupid

For letting you in my head

Trying not to get attachеd

But you made it so hard

I never mеant to hurt you in any way

Both of us were scarred

Sometimes I wish I could hold you one more time

And feel your heart beat right next to mine

Wish I could make sure that you always know

If I could go back I wouldn't let you go

But now I'm thinking, what if I could change the past

Would I erase all of the good times, the moments we had?

No, I don't think that I would ever take it back

I have learned from what I lost

It made me to the person I am

It made me to the person I am