I drove by all the places we
used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss,
how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends
tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
even though she's right beside you?
When she says those words that hurt
you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to
wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real,
how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you
told me you were leaving
I remember the make up
running down my face
And the dreams you left
behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the
stupid little things
Like the way it felt to
fall asleep ne t to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me
they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see
them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep
asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy,
yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when
I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened,
was it just a lie?
If what we had was real,
how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you
told me you were leaving
I remember the make up
running down my face
And the dreams you left
behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the
stupid little things
Like the way it felt to
fall asleep ne t to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with
you right beside me
Like all of this was
just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer
than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you
told me you were leaving
I remember the make up
running down my face
And the dreams you left
behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the
stupid little things
Like the way it felt to
fall asleep ne t to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
