I'm tryna look for the sunlight

And dance like no one's watching 'cause my God

The tears that keep on flowing through my eyes

It's dark but I'm still clingin' to bright sides

Oh I'm often off of the guidelines

Demons turn my dreams into fight night

Seems I can't forget I'm not right now

Breathin' just to stay in the right now

But can you light the path 'cause

I been caught in black

Took like hundred jabs and ate

'Em tryna find a way to double back n***as playing

PS shout my moms 'cause even though it was

A troubled past the eating never

Ceased and neither did her two seater

Seeds of discord

I think I need to vent more

Now I'm 30000

Free falling with no rip cord

I'm warring with the good Lord

In trouble with my bad self

Contemplating what it means

To make it that's a bad sale

I'm tryna look for the sunlight

And dance like no one's watching 'cause my God

The tears that keep on flowing through my eyes

It's dark but I'm still clingin' to bright sides

Oh I'm often off of the guidelines

Demons turn my dreams into fight night

Seems I can't forget I'm not right now

Breathin' just to stay in the right now

And through all of the bygones

I can't find no shoulder to cry on

I can feel pressure risin'

Up too close to the brink

And after all of this

I hope I can find my hill I would die on

These feelings comin' too

Fast for me from good to disaster

Sun to shade in a blink

I'm tryna look for the sunlight

And dance like no one's watching 'cause my God

The tears that keep on flowing through my eyes

It's dark but I'm still clingin' to bright sides

Oh I'm often off of the guidelines

Demons turn my dreams into fight night

Seems I can't forget I'm not right now

Breathin' just to stay in the right now