i got wasted cause i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
my thoughts get drowned until i feel alright
i keep drinking til i'm someone i don't recognize
i got wasted
i got wasted cause i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
my thoughts get drowned until i feel alright
i keep drinking til i'm someone i don't recognize
i got wasted
repeat the cycle everyday i gotta start with a drink
my life been getting sorta crazy and i don't wanna think
i look myself right in the mirror and i don't even blink
then i get angry take the rest and pour it right in the sink
i know where this road goes
alcohol ain't my friend but i keep drinking cause these demons roam
and follow me round everywhere i go
it clouds my mind and soul
it turns my heart cold
but i keep drinking cause it makes me feel like i'm not alone
i having problems my pride won't let me reach out
looking at this bottle having nothing but doubt
don't wanna drink but it keeps coming around and around and around
i got wasted cause i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
my thoughts get drowned until i feel alright
i keep drinking til i'm someone i don't recognize
i got wasted
i got wasted cause i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
my thoughts get drowned until i feel alright
i keep drinking til i'm someone i don't recognize
i got wasted
i know i need to quit
i gotta do better
example to these kids
cause they're watching when i'm there
but i'm scared
cause i been chasing the man that i am when i start to drink
he's cocky confident and he don't give a damn what you think
this world is beating me down and it's
pushed me right to the brink
i take a shot every time because man it helps me escape
i'm taking care of these people but no one takes care of me
i want to talk to somebody but i feel no one relates
i need i better now
i think i've lost my way
i'm having battles with faith
it's painted right on my face
i hope better times are coming
no chase but i'm still running
i gotta take control
and i won't stop for nothing
dear god this is my test
promise that i'll do my best
just help with this pain i feel and pressure that is on my chest
i got wasted cause i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
my thoughts get drowned until i feel alright
i keep drinking til i'm someone i don't recognize
i got wasted
i got wasted cause i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
my thoughts get drowned until i feel alright
i keep drinking til i'm someone i don't recognize
i got wasted
