And I'm fucked up by myself

Could you call me up?

Well, I'm wasting and I'm anxious I'm fainting for myself

Could you come here and say

Cause it's been a while

As soon as I see you smiling

And then you know it's been a while

I've been yeah, since I see you, since I see you smiling

I think I'm freaking out

And I'm drunk.

And I don't think I can beat it I'm paralyzed

I'm terrified of being alone

When you're sad, I'm so too and why?

Cause it's been a while

Since I thought about the good things, all the bright light things, all the good times that we had, oh it's been a while.

Since I made you, since I made you smile

I don't chain on myself, don't be why I can't hold myself

I hurt myself, I lost myself I'm like you are the one in here

I'm wide awake, it ain't me that I can't help myself

I love myself, I love myself And I, you are the one I hear

Why the world is under there?