(No matter what I)

(But I'm dumb)

And now I'm the bad guy

That I've hated in all of my songs

I went from the victim to villain

I hated myself all along

No matter what I do, I'm a fool

I keep running to you, and it's wrong

'Cause I can't even make up my mind

I can't choose, should've know it was you

But I'm dumb

So how could I love you

When I don't love myself?

And how could you trust me

If I don't trust myself?

'Cause I'm broken in pieces

And I, no matter how I try

I tend to fall, ooh

I always fall

Secrets, I can't keep 'em

So I'm honest, but it's wrong

I'm digging my hole, I'm in too deep

I'm all in a mess, my mental's weak

I told myself I've had enough of all these heartbreak songs

But then I went and did the same thing that did me wrong, oh

No, I still don't know

How I went and did this all so wrong

So how could I love you

When I don't love myself?

And how could you trust me

If I don't trust myself?

'Cause I'm broken in pieces

And I, no matter how I try

I tend to fall, ooh

I always fall