lost post romantic thoughts

raising up a storm

i cannot escape

i didn't feel the change

just another page

soon be filled again

and all of the sudden you took

all the air in my lungs so strange

guess this is what happens

when all of your joy goes to waste for ages

i've never tried so hard to hold back a tear

soon anything is bad

painting what i had

devil on the left and right light

scaring me tonight

hiding from the light

living under blankets

and all of the sudden a photograph cuts me so deep

i feel

how all of the things that i thought would be over

complete with me

i've never tried so hard to hold back a tear

i created the love to the pain

it's no wonder we lost so bad

and all these mistakes

were just made in a difficult time

forgive me i never tried so hard to hold back a tear