I don't see her face
I don't see her eyes and nose
So I stand afraid
Cause I stand where no one knows
I'll be Billy babe
I'm ready "anything goes"
No more unknown
Just come on home
Part of me partially pondering bodily fondling how do we (f**k)
Gotta be harder be hotter not smarter for starters see
You don't want the most elite
Yeah I'm talking 'bout me
Say you don't like nerds, huh?
Say I'm nothing but a sucker?
You succubus
I don't give a ratatouille's butt of this
Diarrhea lips
Always talking shit
You a pro gastroenterologist
And I follow this
Pattern of padding my loneliness
with the ugly souls and pre-dating ships and the images
Down the bigger path
What's a narrow strip?
And I ponder this
I been living like 19 years
Only ever had one and a half fears
But I want more
I ain't never been poor but I ain't never been rich and the middle is a
Mother caring for her bastard child
Staying at the "hotel" tryna make college worth the while
Praying her baby never become a hoe
"Hopefully his first time is with his lifetime"
The one
But as he grows he begins counting backwards
Looking for 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2
Her struggle demanded you and I don't know who
Whomever you are
Hey, forever tell her that I'll never be far
Tethered better than a feather could bond
Together whether presence severed and gone
On and on I walk alone
A crowded hall, yet I'm on my own
Gotta "Carry On" like a fun. song
Or a sad search going so wrong
Google with no Wi-Fi
No connection in sight
Finding you's hitting space bar
Cause you run afar like that dinosaur
I cannot be calm
I cannot sit tight
Not without you for another night
The cost of fright
Line thin and slight
Between misery and life's pure delight
Take tonight, yeah
For an example
Loneliness almost full, no ample
Runneth over cup spilling out handfuls
Plenty round so feel free take a sample
As I'm trampled
By my own thoughts
Overthinking everything until I rot
And I never spot any rest stops
So I drive around til my head pops
Then my arms lock and my jaws drop
And my car swerves off the hilltop
Into bumpy rocks, feel like hopscotch
Forest clears near a jutted lot
There's a straight shot
Nothin there to block,
With my body limp simply outta options
I roll off top then I'm all forgotten
At least I imagine
Anything could happen
On this journey to find (huh, what)
Love and connection
Pray all my intentions
Will bring you to me I mean physically
From the depths of my visions, yeah
(From the depths of my visions, yeah)
I don't see her face
I don't see her eyes and nose
So I stand afraid
Cause I stand where no one knows
I'll be Billy babe
I'm ready "anything goes"
No more unknown
Just come on home
