Why am I f**king up so bad

What am I even doing

When am I ever gonna learn

What it is she already knows

Baby I met you in downtown Chicago

But I I had to drive away the very next day

So I flew your pretty ass to New York City

Then I left you in L.A.

Was it love or my fantasy

Was it real or just a dream

Remember one night getting too f**ked up in the Hamptons at Tom's

I fell off his bike and girl you laughed at me so hard

Spent a whole week getting drunk on the dunes of Cape Cod

That's when you met my father

Was it love or my fantasy

Was it real or just a dream

Was it love or my fantasy

Cause sometimes you get so angry

And I take it personal

And I should've known

That you were only hurting

Cause life can be uncertain

When you're only 19 years old

So it's another late night out here in California

And I'm burying my pain into somebody else

And now you're back at home living with your mama

Got my first record sitting on your shelf

Was it love or my fantasy

Was it real or just a dream

Was it love or my fantasy

Was it real

Baby I met you in downtown Chicago

But I had to drive away the next day

So I flew your pretty ass to New York City

Then I I left you in L.A.