I keep it bottled up

'Til it comes pouring out

Someone brings his name up

My walls all come crashing down

Take two steps back, then take three forward

It's taking longer than it should

This heartbreak is all out of order

But it's all good

I'm learning, I'm grieving, I'm hurting

I'm keeping my head above water and drowning my feelings

I'm up, and I'm down, so sure of myself

'Til I doubt just about everything

And I'm picking up pieces, I'm slowly believing

I can still miss him and know I don't need him

'Cause moving on don't happen in a straight line

It's uneven, I-I-I-I'm healing

I'm finding out losing him

Meant finding a part of me

That I didn't know was there

And she's all I need

While I'm learning, I'm grieving, I'm hurting

I'm keeping my head above water and drowning my feelings

I'm up, and I'm down, so sure of myself

'Til I doubt just about everything

And I'm picking up pieces, I'm slowly believing

I can still miss him and know I don't need him

'Cause moving on don't happen in a straight line

It's uneven, I-I-I-I-I'm healing, healing

I-I-I-I-I-I'm healing, healing

I take two steps back, then take three forward

It's taking longer than I wanted to

But I'm gonna get there soon

'Cause I'm learning, grieving, hurting

Keeping my head above water and drowning my feelings

Up and I'm down, so sure of myself

'Til I doubt just about everything

And I'm picking up pieces, I'm slowly believing

I can still love him and know I don't need him

'Cause moving on don't happen in a straight line

It's uneven

I-I-I-I'm healing, healing

I-I-I-I'm healing, healing

I-I-I-I'm healing, healing